DOGOPHOBIA (12 & 13)

 Hey, guys! Happy new month. Welcome to the month of September. I really hope this month blesses and prospers you.

Yesterday (Sept. 1st), there was not much to write about Doggie because it was not around for most of the whole day. Its owner took it out and they didn’t return until much much later. I was rejoicing that Doggie was gone finally. Only for me to hear it barking later at night. Nooo😞😞😞

Today started well. I did not sleep most of the time so it actually got me edgy. As much as i am excited about releasing my book, it is really getting to me and it seems i can’t do anything about it; when I’m sleeping, that’s all I’m thinking about and i end up not sleeping at all, I’m thinking of the designs, the next person to meet and talk to, the cost, etc. Trust me, it’s not easy.

But one thing I won’t allow, I won’t let it shatter me. The first time I was supposed to publish the book (some months back), I became so overwhelmed I almost killed myself with worry and I can say the other was fear. My body was always hot, my heart always beating faster than normal, I was always yelling when I should be talking etc. Crazy stuff! I just had to let it be.

This time, it’s happening almost the same way but I am not letting it overpower me. When I feel stressed, I drop it all and pray, “God, I told you when I wanted to start all of these and you gave me the go ahead. Right now, I am feeling very tired and frustrated of it. Nothing’s working right now. Please, help me, God. I will conquer this fear. I will conquer this obstacle. And this book will be published this year!Please, guide me on what to do next, Lord.”

Of course the prayer will be longer than that, because I will keep praying in tongues, but it really helps. After prayer, guess what? I sleep. When I wake up, my nerves are calmer and I know what to do next.

You should try it too. It really works.

I went out today (front of our house😀😀😀) to look at Doggie. Doggie did not bark at me because it knows me now. Rosemary, shey you hear? You cannot use that one to laugh at me again!

We shared looks for only God knows how long until I got tired and entered the house. I don’t know what you people think ooo, but I believe I’m making progress ooo.

(To be continued)